I don't often smile because I know that even when I smile, I still look bad. I'm not as bright and shiny as most of the girl in my clasd. Even more, I look really creepy and gloomy that most people thought that I was a freak when they first met me.
Isn't it funny?
My appearance is not girly at all. Most of my friends told me to lose weight because it seems like I look to fat compare to my height. Anyway, it's always me who running after those who don't love me while there is no one who love me in return. Now that I realize how important appearance is. If you are good looking, it can cover up the ugliness inside you. Or in opposite, if you are not beautiful and attractive, even when you care for others' feelings, no one would actually care.
I am such a pathetic loser...
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