First day learning Japanese & LoL events

Today is my first day of learning Japanese with a Sensei! Not by myself :) I have learnt to introduce myself :
はじめまして。私はエリです。ベトナムから来ました。どぞよろしく、おねがいします。
Which means: First time we meet (or Hello. My name is Eri. I came from Vietnam. Nice to see you. Please help me in the future or sth like that. :))

Great!

Next, the game I am currently playing is Liên minh huyền thoại or League of Legend ver. Vn. They are hosting an event of designing costume for the LoL champions with the style of Vietnam. Cool!

I'm sketching Katarina in "Áo yếm" with inspiration from the movie Mỹ nhân kế. I hope people will like it and if possible, I want the points from the prize to buy new skins for my champions. :)

Wish me luck :))

Saying goodbye

This is my last school year at this school.I will study abroad and some of my friends too. Some fly to USA, some Singapore, some AU, some I don't know. I know I will miss them and my families but this is for my future. I'm doing this for my dreams,my career and my wishes. I don't know how yet, but i just know that this is my first step and I have to do it.

My friends made me a confession booklet on the last day of school even though i was not there. I've read all of them and felt glad that i have such great friends. Some confession sounds teasing but deep in them are emotions, are love. Therefore, I made a confession for 31 people in both IGCSE 1A&B, Mr Don, and the Prez + PR in Student council. I'm glad that they can understand my feelings.

Well it's 3 more months until I'm no longer in VN :) i can start my new life, yeah :3
Ok, off to bed. It's 12'13 pm. G9.

Well, it's summer time! :3

Yeah, it's the end of our school year. Yesterday, we have a prom night at new world. I tried to dress up more carefully than usual and my mom helped me too. It's great that most of my teacher found me looking pretty or even beautiful. I'm glad. However, I came with my friends but nearly at the end, I felt a lityle bit left out. You know, no boyfriend, closest friends - one is studying abroad, one is in a different school and one is having fun with his girlfriend. I know that I also isolated myself by saying that I will go home early...

And yeah, C is right, I always tried to deny my feelings and show my smiling mask... Yesterday, I avoided that person. I didn't want to see him. I know that I have to move on and bury this special feeling deep deep in my heart. Yeah... I tried to like someone else, but it always turned out that they have someone in their heart.

I'm scared of being hurt. For more than four years, I felt happy with those memories that I thought were happy moments. I know that I just trying to fool myself.

I don't know... well okay. I feel better after writing it down in this anonymous blog of mine. Love you <3

I forgot to update recently...

Well, it's really is a complicating situation.

I've just found out that I'm such a simple person. I won't care about them as long as they don't do anything that annoyed me.

However, my friends are more complicated. Just a little small fight can make them mad. I know, me too sometimes. I will get mad easily if I'm not in a good mood... well okay, what I'm trying to say is that I don't know if I am acting too easy on everything?