Managed to talk for a little...

Well, my plan was originally ask my crush if he was the one who told Eric that I like him or not. I even managed to meet him in the library, but it was unexpectedly packed with my classmates, and furthermore, boys. I pulled Yilin and Annie over to the area and we did our homework. I was sitting next to him but... I could not even say a word to him. :( I'm pathetic :( I wanted to talk to him so bad, but no words came out from my mouth. However, just before ESL started, he started a conversation with me. Even when it was just a small little talk, I felt like my life was blessed :3 I like how he talks so naturally, and relax. I like his smile, like it's glowing.

Dream diary: Day 1

Yesterday, I had a strange dream. I dreamt of a tsunami, coming straight fron shore towards our house. But we did not run, our house could still stand because of thick layer of glasses. Water keep rising but we are still safe. Then, I was told to go out and collect the blood drop lying in the coming water flow, and I did. I girl appeared and retrieve the blood drop from me, we were told to collect all of the1 mystic ruins and the scene changed. I went to three different places and I kept encountering my crush, however i did not approach him. Then the third time we saw each other, I heard his friend said, "there she is!" In a teasing tone. May be because I am too fond about him and obsessed about if we could ever share mutual love or not. Well, then there was this library or bookstore that hide some magical books, that it started to glow and some words appear, if you follow its instruction, you will enter the book... Well then some little small thing like we cannot die, even when a boy, who was forbidden to bully other got into a fight with my friend and I and he pushed her into the water, which cause no harm to her at all, then he managed to get into trouble. That's it, my dream is always so complicated, especially when I turn my pillow around, and sleep on the opposite side of the bed.

Same color scheme :3

There were so many things happened recently, but I will retell them in another post :3

Well, to be quick, there is a person that I'm interested in recently. He is kinda cute (and interesting) to what I think. He also has an identical mole as me on the cheek. He looks pretty cute in his glasses and his smile (*´∀｀*) 

Well today, we accidentally wear the same colour scheme outfit, dark blue-purpleish jacket, black clothes inside. I did not notice it until he sat next to J to check his work. ( ﾟдﾟ )(*´ω｀*)

I looked at him more today...

I think life is getting more interesting.

Which one is the right choice?

Since I was small, I always thought I'm the luckiest child in the whole world since my parents had never opposed my dreams and future career. They always supported me until now. However, Mom seems to be disappointed about me wanting to join the Game developing career, and even wanted to take an Academy instead of the famous University. May be it's because she wants me to be the smart little daughter that she can feel proud. But then, what's wrong with being a game designer? Is it that unrealistic? My mom asked, "Then where's will you work? Japan? Or Europe?"

Well in most of the case, she would never want me to leave Vietnam, but my goal had always been working outside of the country to learn good things that our people don't have and bring them back home. I want to go to Italy and Japan so bad T^T I want to work for a big game developer like Koei or Capcom.

However if all of them do not come to a good result, I will get to my second choice, being an interior designer. That's what my mom shouldn't be worrying about. Since my game design course won't take long so I will take two courses, Game Design and Interior design.

Well, if not then, I will have to work my way up in a coffee shop or a bar :)) Either way is still fun.

Visa IS here!

Oh Yeah~ now that's what we're talking about. We got the visa, we sent the application for the rental and yeah! Sydney, just wait for me baby, 1 more week to go :3 Let's start packing, get ready 'cause we are heading to our new home, new school and new life.

Awesome! @o@

Can't wait to put my hands on decorating my new room and house, especially, my new room. Paint it! Add furniture! Get books. And books. AND BOOKS! Omg, i can't wait anymore.

Oh, i forgot one thing, before i fly to my new life I'm going to be the guest for 2 schools' Halloween events. A Hunted race and a costume party. Cool! Can't wait for that as well. I am going to dress up as a dead artist, wooh~ CREEPY! I hope no real ghost will jump out at me when I am trying to scare the crap out of somebody. :3

Yeah~ Anyway, happy early Halloween @#$%&*?

I'm drunk!!

This is the first time I've ever gotten drunk, it's sooooo interesting! I feel dizzy, everything seem to be spinning in front of me, my balance suck =]]]]]] However my consciousness is still around, I don't talk stupidly :3 and I don't act silly. I can still think normally, it's just my balance, I feel like I could fall at Anytime :3 All well, I did not vomit, I did not fall either, and yeah, I cannot sleep as fast as most drunk people do. =]]]]]] Sooooo funny! Anyway, I want the next time I'm drunk is when I'm with the one who loves me and I love him :3 It's great to have a broad (?) Shoulder so I can lean against and express my inner feelings, because I'm an introvert. :3

Yeah~ off to sleep....

I hate people ARGUING!!!!!!!!

I don't care if people just yell at me, if I'm wrong, they can! However, I hate Hate HATE people yelling at each other in front of me while asking for MY opinion!!! They asked me to be there at least acknowledge my appearance! It's not only acquaintance, it's about my friends and family also. OMG, I just hate it!! I feel so annoying, I couldn't believe it, especially when people just start throwing stuffs, smashing this or that.

HELLO!?

I'm RIGHT here! You might not care about your stuff but I do! It hurts looking people hurting their stuffs, at least I don't smash and throw them like that. I just dropped them and I DON'T mean it! OMG! Talking about stuff like this just make me go crazy. Like when my friends [they are a couple] and they quarreled, okay, I got it. If you don't want people to be nosy in your business? Fine, I will get the hell out of it, but what? They came to me and talked about it. Shouldn't I feel responsibility? I just want them to understand other people feeling and explained it. And then they yelled at each other and then me... Okay. Another example. When my parents argued, I just stay quiet as I usually are then they just dragged me into the conversation asking how I feel? Okay, I told them what I felt then they keep argue!!

I just don't understand people, but anyway, I hate people arguing. Make it fair, stay calm. Even when you are angry, don't yell at other people face. If someone else is standing around, acknowledge their existence!! If you want to yell, hold it in and yell at each other when you guys are alone!!!!!!!! This topic is getting nowhere, OMG I just can't state how angry and annoyed I am about this. I HATE THIS!!!!!!!