Right now, I'm already in High School and I found nothing changed within me except what I have to study. Looking at my friends, who have boy friend/girl friend drive me crazy. I cannot stand this anymore!!! :( Everyone has someone they care about, or someone who cares about them, I want to love and beloved also... However, things always turn out that no one likes me. Is it because I'm not beautiful? I'm fat? I'm not good at studying? I don't have talent? My personality is bad? Am I greedy or mean? I don't know!!! My mom always tells me that: "You just met the wrong guys, the right one will soon approach!!"
And when is that?? Is it because I am still young? 16? Okay, may be I am still young but at least I want to experience "love youth" :"< Seeing my friends like that, I know that I should be saying things like congratulations and give them private spaces. Yeah I did! And so, I am alone. My 2nd mother is in another school. My sis is in America and my bro is in Australia!! I can't stand this anymore! I hate being an FA so much...
Even when I have my best friends, they have to study at school while I'm stuck with this visa-waiting-thingie. :"< Can anyone tell me why or at least be my friend and talk to me :"<
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